I felt that ok, now I need to stop. But…but I felt something was different. Even if I stopped completely, I felt that the feeling of orgasm is still coming: “No, no, don’t come, don’t come!”
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Hey, hey, welcome to Journey to Freedom’s channel. My name is Armin and I’m inspiring people by sharing my own journey of becoming the best possible version of myself and creating the life I have been dreaming of.
I’m sharing my journey in its unpolished form without making things look better as they are and without hiding any secrets from you.
If you watched the short update video that I posted just a couple of days ago then you know that I have failed the no fap challenge. In case you are first time on my channel and don’t know what I’m talking about.
I like to create public challenges for myself to know my limits and realize what I’m capable of. Or to make the life just more fun. I’m making them public because it gives me the social pressure not to give up so easily.
The latest challenge is nofap challenge and nofap basically means no masturbation but I wanted to go more extreme. I decided to go 100 days without any ejaculation because retaining semen has even more benefits than just quitting masturbation.
Just a week ago I reached 1/3 of the challenge and because I felt many benefits already, I was so excited to know what will happen during the next month. And then this happened. I failed the challenge.
So, in this post, I will share some light about what happened and what I’m planning to do next.
So, without further ado, here is what happened.
I had sex with my partner and like many times during this challenge already, when I felt that I started to get to the point of no return, I stopped immediately. And as my partner also knows that I’m doing this challenge, she also stopped.
This has worked flawlessly until “that” day. I felt that ok, now I need to stop. But…but I felt something was different. Even if I stopped completely, I felt that the feeling of orgasm is still coming: “No, no, don’t come, don’t come!” And there it was, my semen has escaped its warm nest.
I felt an immediate disappointment: “How did it happen? Why it didn’t stop? I was so far already and I felt so good that this challenge isn’t that hard as I first thought it will be. And now this. Damn!”
“Damn! I have to start it all over again”
There I was, sitting in a disappointment and thinking what next: “Damn! I have to start it all over again”. But I couldn’t let that incident to ruin my day and in the next moment, I realized an opportunity to make a short update video on April 1st. That was a perfect day to share news like that.
I couldn’t also let my mood down because I failed: “Life happens, I have to deal with it. So no problem, I will start it over again.”
Then I also realized that I haven’t actually failed the main challenge. The challenge is called nofap challenge and nofap means no masturbation. So, in that sense, I haven’t actually failed. But it is just my own self-consolation to escape the truth 🙂
So, what’s next? Nothing will change. I will continue with the challenge and I’m starting the count from the zero again. Failure is not an option here and we are not failing until we actually stop trying. We only fail when we quit. Until then, failure is just a learning lesson on the journey to success.
The only worry I have with continuing the challenge is: Should I stay away from sex completely to avoid this kind of incident again or will I take the risk and continue as before.
The answer to that question I don’t know yet. I have to see how it goes. If I feel it’s getting hard to stay away from the orgasm, I have to abandon from regular sex completely. We will see how it goes. Stay tuned for the next update.
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